Dear Giselle,

I know I struggle a lot when it comes to expressing my emotions. I wanted to write you something you could look back on. I cannot express enough how much you mean to me. This month has truly shown me that. You are the nicest, most kind, most caring person I have ever met. You are MY person.

This month specifically has seriously tested our relationship and I take full responsibility for that. My actions have hurt you and I am truly sorry for that. What I can say is that I want to become a better person for YOU. You deserve so much more and the world, and I promise you monkey I am going to give my all to give you the best version of myself that I can be. I am not doing this because I feel bad or because I feel that you are forcing me. I am doing this because it is what you deserve. I never want what happened this month to ever hurt you again. I promise you monkey that I will do everything in my power to make sure you are safe and taken care of.

I love you so much Giselle and I know this distance is going to be hard, but I know we will be okay. I am just one facetime away. When you call I will answer. I will always be here for you no matter what. I am writing this at work since I can't do it at home lol, but I wanted to get this on the site so you could read it when you touchdown. I'll finish this off once I drop you off at the airport so I can get you my thoughts and feelings once I am back in the apartment without you.

I just dropped you off. I opened the door and really hoped to see you laying on the bed watching tiktoks or in the kitchen making bagels. I took my sandals off and walked to changed shirts in the closet. Seeing the empty closet really solidified it for me. I don't write this to make you cry, but I feel like it finally hit me that you're gone. I know i'm going to be okay but man what I would do to bite your nose one last time. I know you didn't see me but I stood for like a good 5 minutes watching you walk through TSA. I wanted to give you one last hug. One last nose touch, one last forehead kiss. I miss you monkey so much I truly hope you know that. I know I said I wouldn't cry but I can't hold back as I write this. I keep telling myself it's only two more months and i'll be able to hold you in my arms again. I love you so muchhh monkey. I hope you enjoyed this letter, and I can't wait to call you once you land. Con todo el amor del mundo. I love you twin.

From,
Kaycee